I try to find my stabilty
I don’t know about humanity,
sometimes it’s a calamity,
I want to forget gravity.
No more feelings, I want to be alone,
people now makes me feel gone.
I don’t wanna see some,
just want to stay home.
There’s so much i didn’t pay the right attention,
now there’s only silence and tension.
I’ve been a fool, in depression
And sadness my immersion.
My solitude is growing, I want it to be
Like that, leave me…
While I pray and swear to God,
there’s no balance, it’s sold.
But I didn’t get the gold,
as time passes and growing old.
I get lost into the darkest parts,
of my consciousness,
of my past.
I hope it will be gone, fast.
I’m here so no one can find me,
No one willl touch my innocence
And my essence.