You know I say it without being ashamed,
without making any effort,
I say it, without justifying myself,
Peer me it wasn’t wrong,
I say it, I still think about it, always,
I still pray for something to settle down
that you come back, without patterns.
I’d like to do something about it
without having to entrust myself to a god,
but it would only count what I do, me.
I still have a crush,
I still love,
I still want to see you again.
I still want to try,
I didn’t have the right comparison,
I didn’t know her well,
I would like to repair,
I take shelter.
I don’t need cuts and escape,
but to fix.
I’m fixing myself, me first.
I would like to give you just a hug,
for this ice to melt.
Because you know, I could work,
I know this also with the brain and not only with the heart.
And all these things that I would like to say and do,
but you don’t want to talk to me anymore.
You keep missing,
I can not do it…
I can’t forget.
And I can’t stop believing it.
And I don’t know if the only way to get better,
is only when I see again,
your smile at my joke, at a joke.
The fact is that …
I think of you.
I won’t be ashamed for my feelings
and my hopes.