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I thought a lesson,
I would never have needed it,
since I think that certain things,
they only happen once in a lifetime.
Today life still surprises me,
since coincidences are unexpected,
like yours now.
I am amazed at myself,
doing something against my nature.
For everything to come,
life is hard
and the peel is of no use against fear.
An old lesson returns, after 10 years,
I know what it means to do certain damage,
now I avoid them, to lift myself up.
Because now I know how to love myself.
And I didn’t have any paranoia,
no other sensation.
I’m afraid I’m so caught up
that I really do everything,
Even pretending not to be tense.
I care so much that I don’t care,
it is paradoxical, this is the return.
I have never given up.
And today I realize,
than it cares.
without anyone intervening,
I can do it alone,
that are enough.
I get there and do it without someone.
but this is what I feel,
without a doubt.
I feel much safer now.
I know what I want,
I look forward to the next meeting.
I’m lost, crazy …
Going beyond obstacle and embarrassment.
To care so much about someone, to be willing to do anything. Crazy…
I think this is love, or maybe a part of it … In any case, I am proud of myself.