Italian version here: https://loscrittorevolante.com/2021/04/06/poesiacose-in-sospeso/
I learned one thing:
you can’t leave things pending,
you never really go on,
as long as you live with a weight.
Never leave things in the heart,
don’t go away, don’t run away,
address the issue, don’t ignore them.
It is not enough to go away from a place to stop thinking about one thing,
to a person.
It does not go on if it does not close,
can not be done.
You can drink as much the fuck as you like,
you can go as far as possible,
but stay inside
as well as your land, wherever you go …
I learned that it never really goes on,
until you close,
but you have to do it right …
there is no need to run away,
there is no need to pretend to agree,
with whom you are not and never will be.
Sure, I don’t know how the fuck to do …
Between saying and doing,
there is a sea in between,
that I don’t know how to cross.
But I’ll have to do it someday. I don’t know how, but …
But I can’t leave things unresolved again,
I know how it feels.
Don’t leave things unfinished: deal with them in some way …
I still don’t know how,
but I will.