Italian version here: https://loscrittorevolante.com/2021/04/30/poesiasenza-paranoie/
I want to live free,
no more paranoid,
I want to live without thinking about evil anymore,
I want to live without worrying,
I want to live without being alarmed.
I understand now, that I have to stop,
I have to stop, because they make me chained,
and I want to be set free.
I want to live in peace,
I want to feel capable,
I want to stop thinking about what needs to be done,
I would like to be amazed by life.
I’m away, away from my falsehoods,
from stories, from calamities.
I want freedom,
I want spontaneity …
I want to see her again, with no more constraints,
with no more obsessions,
with no darker alleys,
without more tension.
I want to fly away from here
from this bullshit,
from these things without essence,
without any presence,
without absence …
But with foresight.
I want to feel comfortable,
without thinking about being like a pin,
stable, without thinking of all these limits,
I want to be freely tipsy,
without any hassle.
How many things am I learning,
When things am I saving though?
But now, if I get free,
I will not worry,
I will find a way,
I will save myself
I will love.