In all this time,
I’ve always been told that I want “too much”.
But it seems to me that I’ve never had anything.
None of what you really wanted.
And I got it,
that it is better to want too much,
because, as Moder says:
“Only those who want too much can really lose”
if in life “I wanted too much”,
then I’ve always been a loser,
and I’m obviously part of it.
And I’ve always felt that way.
I always feel like I’ve done right,
to want what I wanted.