This are thoughts more for Italians, but sometimes I think a lot of young European people feel something like that right now…

Does it seem normal to you to live a life with no more plans? Or rather, without being able to do them? Since one has made plans in 2020, but because of this situation, has everything collapsed?

I wake up at different times, so now I hardly have a shit to do in the day except study, but it doesn’t matter what time I wake up because the time available to do so is still enormous … There is no longer the excitement of life, there are no things to do and it is a fucking chronic deep apathetic boredom.

Exactly… I am living days that are all the same, I only have the hope that I will awake soon. I had made plans, I had hoped for a while to be able to complete them anyway, but …

But I couldn’t even do one. I imagined being able to celebrate graduation with relatives and friends, and then take a vacation … To then start a new life, looking for a job, after graduating.

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